and this is when the "ridiculous" title of my blog comes in

So... I am sitting at work it's about 10 am then. I haven't heard from L, even though I sent her a text message asking her how she's feeling. She was still sleeping, come to find out. Anyway, around 10ish she came into my office. I have my own cubical, even though I am a student worker, and there are four other cubicles around me with busy worker bee's in them. She goes to talk to one of the men who had to deal with the HUGE water pipe leak that started Tuesday at 2am until last night at 11pm. Campus was a wreck (I work on campus, in case I forgot to mention that). So they were talking, and then she makes her way towards my cubical. She wraps her arms around my waist, and mine around her back and we have a much needed, passionate hug. Let me point out that NO ONE is supposed to know that we are... "just friends". ha. Anyway. I ask her how she's feeling, what's going on, etc. etc. She asks me what my plans were for the weekend, and it's my first weekend without having to freak out about how much useless homework I have to do. I plan on baking. probably a lot. It's what I do. I told her I have a graduation party I have to go to later, and then other than that, I have nothing, thankfully. I asked her what she was going to do, and she said "well, since I have worked 60+ hours in the past three days, I am going to do some much needed sleeping".

Here comes the ridiculous part. You ready? Are you sure?

She told me that our friend is LL is having a party for our other friend/LL's ex-girlfriend, J. J doesn't know about said party, and L is a little unsure of how it's going to go. They are having a dinner party. L said she wants me to come but L's ex-wife, A, doesn't want to hang around the two of us. You wanna know why? BECAUSE SHE GETS JEALOUS SEEING US TOGETHER AND TO SEE L HAPPY.

I am sorry... who broke up with whom? Who is dating the girl she dumped L for? Who is ALSO dating a BOY?! I am sorry... you have two partners? And you are L's "best friend" but you don't want to hang out with us together (plus, there would be more people than just the three of us!) because you get JEALOUS of ME and of L's and I's relationship?!

What the fuckity fuck. I am sorry. A broke up with L. A says she loves this other girl, who she left L for. A also has a boyfriend four hours away. And she is complaining that she get's too jealous when she see's us together?

Oh. And this woman, A, is I think 34 years old. mmhmm. HELLO CRAZY LESBIAN!

I don't fucking think so. So not only do I not get to go to the dinner party for a mutual friend, I probably wont be able to attend any social gathering of mutual friends if A is going to be there, because it makes her sad seeing L happy. FUUUUUUCK YOUUUUUUUU! HELLO SELFISH BITCH!

Granted, it's L's fault too, for giving into the manipulation and the fucked up situation. And I understand that none of us want any drama. But A told me awhile ago that she is rooting for me and that she really hopes it works out between me and L. HELLO BIPOLAR DISORDER!

Ridiculous? I do believe so.